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I have a funny expression which is ‘Lest Ye Do The Same’

and its pretty funny - anytime I judge someone else.. I literally catch myself doing the same thing

I pointed at -

often on that day…

It took a - lot

to

be brave enough

to see

but I touch God

every time-

this area is really

one of the most holy-

because

we - well I -

kept a tight reign

on the bits of myself

I scraped together as my ‘self’

and it would have been terrifying to feel

exposed.. especially in ways I detest

This to me - this kind of

exploring is the real Church. It is real

Meeting, with Grace itself

when you choose

to let these judgements go

by seeing yourself in another

It needs a loving guiding Heart near by.

and it

is amazing to

me, how scared we are to

do

this- even in the privacy of our own spaces..

how much our identity I suppose- we carefully fence…

with our delineations our judgements …

keeping the ‘ enemy’ at bay- which turns out to

be….. Truth

haaha it is amazing we are so frightened. Well I am..

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Beth Ann Kepple's avatar

I need those reminders - from your comments, Sophia, from your words, VMB, breaking it all down when it’s so easy for me to just get emotional & scream back (“i hate it that that jackass of a VP was born in MY state! He’s’ a stain on it!”). True or not, that is behavior that I abhor in others & criticize them for. There are much calmer, smarter, better & even more loving ways to express (or transform) those gut feelings. And reading your comment, Sophia - i could feel the words in my throat, in my heart, maybe even my mind - and you’re not alone in the “so frightened” category. I’m right there with ya.. and your “haha” & “amazing”very much balanced it out.

This whole episode of insane reality….the hatred & incentive behind it has not stopped since i was born. Not a history buff but it seems to be something we humans as a species just can’t handle loving & living with other races. WTF. I pray. And put that into practice in my own life as best as i can. I was blessed to grow up in an unsegregated neighborhood in the 60’s with integrated schools & black & white Girl Scout troops - it was normal, not scary. My mom grew up in China till she was 12 & loved it (missionary dad) & they had a foreign exchange student from Japan live with them after i left for college. Not saying that gives me a medal as “Not Racist” - it just makes it so much harder for me to understand & grasp why this is still happening.

So i do my best to shift that effort & energy into prayer. And to negate it as lovingly as I can, any way I can & live what I say. To practice those principles in all my affairs. (Thanx, AA)

Thanx for the details behind the story & for sharing this.

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